Thursday, April 30, 2009

CDC has lost its mojo -- if it ever had it

The swine flu is not the only thing making life uncomfortable for the Centers for Disease Control at the moment. A week ago many of us in the ME/CFS community were abruptly given notice that the CDC wanted "stakeholder" input on their new 5-year strategic research plan per the suggestion of a peer-review study last November.

CDC is seeking input from interested parties on issues that CDC will consider as it develops this research plan...The objective of the five-year strategic plan is to conduct public health research leading to the control and prevention of medically unexplained chronically fatiguing illnesses, in particular CFS.

My first input would be to say that CFS is not merely a "medically unexplained chronically fatiguing illness" and if the CDC was reading current research by anybody but themselves they would know that. But I digress. The catch to this input was that one, "stakeholders" had about a week to prepare their "input" and two, CDC was only asking for input on five specific areas:

1. Studies of Defined Populations
2. Provider-based Patient Registries
3. In-hospital Clinical Studies
4. Laboratory Studies
5. Provider and Public Educational Intervention Research

Among the ways that we "stakeholders" could provide input were the traditional mail and/or email, as well as a fancy, technologically-advanced telephone conference on the afternoon of April 27th in which "stakeholders" could call in and provide comments. And boy oh boy did ME/CFS patients, researchers, and advocates call in!

The CFIDS Association posted remarks from among their comments on their Facebook page (also posted at Co-Cure - hopefully one of those links will work if you're not on FB or CC) and here are some highlights:

Katrina Berne, Board of Directors of The CFIDS Association:

The history of the CDC in regard to CFS is dismal, beginning with assigning a name both trivializing and inaccurate, an inadequate and inaccurate case definition, misappropriation of funds and poor-quality research, in terms of both the focus of its studies and its methodology. The CDC has not had a meaningful or significant impact on our understanding of the illness or how to treat it...

...It is my understanding that no one in the CDC attended the March, 2009 symposium presented by the International Association for ME/CFS in Reno, Nevada. This is a strong indicator of the CDC’s lack of desire to keep abreast of recent research developments, hardly a good sign of interest in moving forward by building on existing knowledge. (This was a truly appalling lack of professionalism on the part of CDC - M).

...Efforts to date have merely compounded the loud and clear message that the CDC does not take CFS seriously and has no organized approach to investigating this complex and devastating disorder.

From Jennie Spotila, Chairman of the Board of Directors for the CFIDS Association:

...Your "Draft Strategic Research Plan General Outline" was made available for stakeholder review only five days ago. This outline is so devoid of specifics that the only input I can offer is to point out what is missing...

...Your general outline could have been written two years ago, or ten. "Refine understanding of the etiologic pathways," "improve clinical management," "move CFS into the mainstream.”" Yes, yes, of course. There is nothing new in this list of objectives. There is no specificity, no measurable commitments, and no accountability. There is no acknowledgement of the many problems in the CFS program, and no plan to fix them...

Kim McCleary, President and CEO of CFIDS Association:

...But the CFS research group has lost its mojo.The CDC’s CFS research group receives half of the (meager amount of) money that the U.S. spends on CFS. Half. CDC has provided extensive financial information on its CFS spending between FY2005-2008, during which time expenditures totaled about $23 million. Since 2000, CDC has spent about $71 million on CFS and it has published 115 peer-reviewed articles in the same time. I doubt most academics could survive with that record...

...Goal 2 of the research plan, clearly an education-related activity, appears much better suited to either the National Center for Health Marketing or the National Center for Chronic Disease Prevention and Health Promotion.

...This group named the “Chronic Viral Diseases Branch” is currently doing little if any research on viral (or other biological triggers) of CFS...Instead, the group is focused on early life psychological stressors, a risk factor in most chronic illness, and proposes to study whether the economic crisis will result in a higher rate of CFS among respondents in the next phase of the Georgia surveillance study...So much opportunity has been lost to study the rates of CFS occurring in the wake of outbreaks of West Nile Virus, avian flu and now swine flu, and other acute infections or chronic exposures like toxins and molds. There is great opportunity cost to the choices that branch leadership has already made in an apparent vacuum within its own center...

That figure of $71 million dollars blows my mind. They've spent $71 million dollars in the last nine years and we don't even have a fucking biomarker much less decent treatment?! What the hell have they been doing with All. That. Money.?

I did not call in. I've spent the five days from the time I got the email to the day of the teleconference wondering what on earth I could say that would respond specifically to their five criteria. But Jennie Spotilla articulated what I haven't been able to, namely, that the five criteria were irrelevant and what needed to be addressed was what was missing from their list of priorities. Of course, part of the insidiousness of this disease, at least in my case, is that it slows the time it takes for me to process information substantially. The short-term memory problems and inability to concentrate don't help.

But members of the CFIDS Association were not the only "stakeholders" who phoned in, as this wonderful summary from Hillary Johnson, who wrote the book, Osler's Web, chronicling the history of ME/CFS, so poignantly details.

As it turned out, the all-afternoon call-in fest was remarkable in myriad ways. I hadn’t expected to be so profoundly affected by it.

In my long memory, it was the first time I have seen agency staff leave themselves quite so vulnerable. There was no filter between government staff and the public, some members of whom arrived in person to participate in the four hour session in Auditorium B2 of the CDC’s Global Communications Center. One couple flew all the way from Texas to make their brief comments, for instance; the wife, ill, the husband, healthy.

I cannot possibly do justice to her review so just go, go read. And grab a tissue on your way over because you'll need it.

In another plug for Twitter, Marly Silverman of P.A.N.D.O.R.A tweeted the conference so that those of us who were, say, not awake for the conference (like me) or otherwise engaged could read her real-time description of what was going on. You can go to her Twitter profile and read her tweets.

I don't know if the serious verbal lashing the CDC received on Monday will do anything to change its approach to ME/CFS. And the passion unleashed in the teleconference would be great to also unleash upon the National Institute for Health where the big research bucks are but CFS is among in the five least-funded diseases. But just maybe this will be a chance for ME/CFS patients (myself included) to push through the apathy that has befallen our community in recent years and fight for the research and treatment we so desperately need.

Two things you can do with little effort:
  • Sign Tom Kindlon's petition asking the CDC to dump its ridiculous "Emperical Definition." The only tiny bit of criticism I have with regard to the petition is that I would like such a petition to ask specifically that the Canadian Consensus Document replace the fairly universally despised Emerical Definition. But dumping the ED is imparitive as it's a contagion that could potentially infect more ME/CFS research. Think of it as the research equivelent of the swine flu...
  • Sign up for the Blue Ribbon campaign to raise awareness of ME/CFS, particularly on May 12, ME/CFS Awareness Day.
UPDATE: I forgot to add a letter that Craig Maupin sent to the CDC with his assessment of their CFS program, along with detailed suggestions for improvement. And patient and advocate Mary Schweitzer, as always, gave her articulate and candid appraisal of CDC policy on ME/CFS. There are a handful of other reviews and letters floating around the interwebs as well. The listserve at Co-Cure is a great place to read them all.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Online socializing

The Internet is great for those of us who are housebound and if you're starting to feel like a prisoner about to go crazy from spending months in solitary confinement, here are some options to connect you to other people.

Most of you have probably heard of Facebook or MySpace (I'm on Facebook and have joined a number of great ME/CFS groups there), but what you may not know is that various groups of people have created Facebook-like sites around their specific topic of interest, including ME/CFS. Dan Moricoli created the CFSKnowledgecenter where you can connect with other ME/CFS patients. Since joining back in December, I've been getting to know people not just throughout the world but in my own back yard as well.

ProHealth (formerly known as ImmuneSupport.com) has a super active bulletin board/forum where you can ask questions, connect with other people, and even just vent from time to time. They also have chatrooms, but I've found that nobody really uses them much, except the fibromyalgia chatroom, which tends to be a bit cliquey albeit a very friendly one.

And then there's Twitter. I've already come across a few of you on Twitter, but just wanted to let the rest of you know you can follow me at "behindasurface"not to mention I'd love to follow you. I've been twittering for awhile with a different group of friends and what I've loved about it is that you can hang out with friends throughout the day without really expending a lot of energy. It's sort of like a cross between hanging out in a chatroom and blogging, but without the effort that both of those require.

There are also two "twibes" or groups for ME/CFS on Twitter: one which I founded last week when there were no ME/CFS twibes and one that was founded since then and now has a few more members than mine.

It's not the same as hanging out with people in the flesh, but it's definitely helped me feel far less isolated.

UPDATE 8/4/09: Another great forum is the ME/CFS forum at Phoenix Rising, Cort Johnson's excellent, long-standing website. The people are friendly, generally well-educated about ME/CFS, and Cort does a great job both on the forum and in the Phoenix Rising site to explain complex research to the lay patient. Highly recommended.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

No mercy in Sussex

Very disappointed to see in The Times that Kay Gilderdale has been charged with attempted murder as a result of Lynn's death. Please keep her in your thoughts and prayers.

Update: The night I posted this, I joined a group on Facebook called "Prosecuting Kay Gilderdale is NOT in the PUBLIC interest". I was the 12th person to join. Today there are 267 members, which I think is very cool.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Why we can't exercise

Best presentation I've ever seen on why we patients with ME/CFS get sick and how to treat it with Energy Conservation Therapy and activity management.

This is from the group at the University of the Pacific that I told you about in this post who found that we have problems with energy metabolism, specifically with how our cells use oxygen. Long story short: aerobic energy use is bad, anaerobic energy use is good. Basically you don't want to do something that exceeds your maximum heart rate for more than 30 seconds. I need to watch the video again to figure out how to figure that out.

I highly recommend spending the 35 minutes it takes to watch this video.

Sunday, April 05, 2009

"Revelation in ordinary life"

The purpose of all rules of piety is to extend revelation into ordinary life. They are survival tactics that help us withstand tedium, our disappointed expectations that something dramatic will happen—the sky open, a pillar of fire light our way—if we do this and that...
From "Cantillations" by Emily Warn


While the quote above is from a prose poem at Narrative magazine, I thought it was a good explanation of why I cherish religious ritual so much. And as it's the beginning of Holy Week, when revelation -- or at least the rules of piety -- are most likely to extend themselves into ordinary life, it seemed like a nice bit to share.

I keep intending to blog once a week but the reality is more like once or twice a month. Thanks for those of you who keep stopping in. I'm still sleeping 12-15 hours a day, which continues to frustrate me as the days whiz by.

Yet this evening during Mass I was thinking about the practice of Heyschasm in the Eastern Church, which, from the Greek word hesychazo, means "to keep still." It's a practice of saying the Jesus Prayer* over and over that, along with various positions and breathing patterns, will bring one to a greater understanding of the Divine. Perhaps even to experience the Light of God.

While I'm not sure I'm cut out to be a true hesychast, there does seem to be a Divine intention that I learn some amount of keeping still. I crashed badly last month after a combination of too many medical appointments and a weekly writing class next door (but it was only next door!). So the last two weeks I've found myself turning inward. Dumping the writing class. Cancelling any non-essential medical appointments. As I so often do in this never ending cycle of frustration, anger, and acceptance at and of the limitations illness imposes, I'm reaching the acceptance phase once again. If I must keep still, perhaps finding value in that is better than constantly trying to figure out how to do all the things I want to do in my sparse days.

In Sayings of the Desert Fathers is the following story: "Abba Arsenios was still living in the city, he prayed to God, asking to be shown the path to salvation, and in response a voice came to him from Heaven and said, “Arsenios, be solitary, be silent, be at rest. These are the roots of a life without sin."**

At the very least, they appear to be the roots of life with ME/CFS.

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*The Jesus Prayer is simply "Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner."

**From "Hesychia: An Orthodox Opening to Esoteric Ecumenism" © 2007 James S. Cutsinger found here (note: PDF).